Last Semester Student

Like they said, everything must come to an end..

Remember Harry Potter movies where Harry Potter was some sort of abused (abuse is a strong word actually, but I don't know how to explain the Dursleys behavior towards him) by the Dursleys??

and In the last movie and book installment, and Harry felt some sort of berat hati to leave that place??

That's me right now..

If you ask me, KPTM Kuantan is not the best place I ever been to.. Memang kalau time cuti, rasa berat hati je nak balik.. and sorry to say, terkadang rasa boring duduk kuantan.. whenever I heard my semester break were shortened because of whatever reasons you gave me, I just got reaalllllllyyyyy upset.. I can't be understanding under that situation.. NO..!! I wanna go home, meet, my pillow, my bear, my comforter, my wifi and OF COURSE LAA FAMILY..

As much as I don't like KPTM, I have to admit, I feel kindda sad sometimes whenever the thought of me about to leave KPTM realllll sooonn..!!!

I believe there's a reason why Allah sent me here.. Everything happens for a reason.. Memang lah tak suka KPTM, tapi 3 TAHUN kot duduk sini.. tipu la takdok satu pun kenangan manis.. Kalau ada orang yang rasa pengalaman buruk je sepanjann 3 tahun tu, I don't know what to say laa..

Let put it this way, If I went to to UIA like I planned instead of KPTM, I might to be meeting the person who I'm supposed to meet, feel what I'm supposed to feel and learn what I'm supposed to learn..

Everything happens for a reasons

And I have to admit, typing this entry almost bring tears to my eyes..

Dekat sini la aku jumpa mia (next entry is about her), dekat sini la aku kenal banyak kerenah orang.. Actually, I'm not the type yg cepat perasan something pasal orang.. Thank God I have mia and tasha yang alert.. Haha..

I look at my life as a phase.. zaman sekolah rendah tamat and zaman sekolah menengah start.. bila tamat, kolej pulak start.. dividing my life into phases make me feel the time flies real fast.. it feels just like yesterday aku duk enjoy duduk sekolah rendah and now, I'm about to finish college (this is my last semester at kptm, ada 1 lagi semester for internship) and about to finish my study for good in a few years time.. 

Sama gak kalau kahwin.. everytime I heard my ex schoolmates kahwin, rasa macam tak percaya.. tak percaya yang someone yang dulu aku tengok macam budak budak sekarang dah nak kahwin.. and I feel kindda old.. hahha.. ye la, you must be mature enough to marry someone right??

Enough about marriage.. Honestly, I'm afraid of the thought of having to leave kptm soon.. I'm afraid of what lies in my future.. I'm afraid of the unknown.. And at the same time, I'm afraid that Mia might forget me.. See, there's so much fear in me..

hope for my last semester??

dapat Dean's List again.. actually, I'm not sure whether I can achieve that goal for this semester.. haha.. but, at least I have to try.. and I hope my friends mia, tasha also can get Dean's List as well..
aminn..

annyeonghikgaseyeo

with love,
Sarah