High Heels for Tall Girls

Let me ask you something and please answer it.. 

Is it wrong for a tall girl like me (I'm 1.73cm by the way) to wear high heels??

Just asking anyway.. Ehhe..

The Bestfriend of Mine

Tiada persahabatan yang sempurna di dunia

Yang ada hanyalah

Orang orang yang cuba sedaya upaya

Untuk mempertahankannya

....ssoo.. I told you right that the next (I mean this entry) would be about mia.. Meet my beautiful inside out bestfriend mia lawo angat angat.. Hahah.. Tu nickname I gave her.. Her real name is Sumiyah Binti Amran.. Orang utagha.. First time ada kawan orang kedah.. She's single but not available, so jangan nak try ngorat ok
. hahaha...

Begini ceritanya..

Before I registered at kptm kuantan, I told my father on our way to kuantan that I'm tired.. Kita masuk tadika & cari kawan.. Bila masuk sekolah rendah kene cari kawan lain.. Bila masuk sekolah menengah kena cari kawan lain.. Bila masuk college/unversity kena cari lagi.. Bila masuk kerja KENA CARI LAGI..!!! Seriously, I'm tired of this cycle.. So bila aku masuk kptm, mmg aku xharap sangat la ada kawan..

Then, bila masuk kelas, mmg aku duduk sorang la kan.. Tetiba ada someone ajak aku duduk tepi dia.. Mula2 taknak tau, tapi last2 duduk gak la.. Who knows 3 tahun aku duduk dengan dia?????!!!!!!! Actually, gang kitorang ramai dulu, but for some reasons, hanya dia yang aku ada.. But, that's okay.. As long as dia xlupa aku, buat ape aku nak ingat orang lain yang lupa aku kan.. Hahahah...

Our first picture together2

Mia nie, kalau tengok saya tido mesti dia gerak bangun kalau xsolat lagi.. Jarang la ada jumpa kawan mcm nie.. Biasanye kalau solat ke x, xberani nak tegur..

Pastu kalau dia xpuas hati ngan sesorng tu, dia akan luahkan je bila dia dah xtahan.. Biasanya kawan akan tahan je..

tau la kan perangai aku, jenis insecure tahap migrain kan.. Aku selalu ingat dia dh xsuka aku, xkisah kalau aku ada ke tak.. And aku takut sangat kalau aku dh tak kawan ngan dia nanti..

The time when you always usik2 saya dlm bilik, the time when you always there during my down time, I'll always remember that, in shaa allah..

I still remember how happy you are when I gave you that hello kitty cake.. Even though song lyrics print tu trslah lyrics, you accpeted it just the way it is..

Masa sem 1, saya prnh cakap dkt semua sy tringin nak rasa kene baling tepung masa birthday sebab saya tak pernah rasa masa sekolah dulu.. And you crossed that from my wishlist.. I'll always remember that because  you are the first and last person to do that..

First time kena tepung..!!!!

Miaa.. If you ever read this, I just wanna say thank you for being my friend.. Susah nak cari kawan yang dh tau kekurangan kita but still stay with us.. Thank you for ajak saya duduk ngan awk haritu.. If tak, saya takkan kenal awk.. Saya xkan jumpa kawan se awesome awk tau.. !!

Dalam banyak2 kawan saya, awak the first person yang saya kenal yang suka fashion, suka ambik gambar and addicted dengan blog, instagram.. And minat sangat2 dengan english.. Hahah.. Memang kalau dengar lagu thinking out loud dengan night changes memang trbayang muka awk je..

Bila saya ajak awk datang duduk ngan saya kalau awk datang KL masa intern nanti, memang saya harap sangat.. Bila saya cakap sy dh tak rasa nak ada kawan, cukup you and saidatul (my other bestfriend) I'm being sincere..

I hope that you will always be happy.. I hope that you will never experience sadness.. But, you know how life works right?? No rainbow without rain.. But, i just hope when you experience rain in your life, remember that you're not alone.. YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE, OK???

Many people come and go and never turn back, but I hope that's not going to happen between us.. There's a sayings:

Kalau kawan over exposed their love towards their friends, that means kawan tu fake

Something like that la.. But, what if that friend memang jenis expressive?? Are they being insincere??

Because I know I'm a little bit expressive.. Hahahahaahha..

Saya tak mintak apa pun from you.. Cukup sekadar awk selalu ingat saya, ok????!!! Hahah..

But, above all, I thank Allah for letting you meet me.. If not, I might not be survive this whole journey full of ups and downs.. But, because of you, I'm here.. Everything happens for a reason.. Allah sent you into my life for a reason..

Annyoenghikaseyeo

With love,
Sarah

Last Semester Student

Like they said, everything must come to an end..

Remember Harry Potter movies where Harry Potter was some sort of abused (abuse is a strong word actually, but I don't know how to explain the Dursleys behavior towards him) by the Dursleys??

and In the last movie and book installment, and Harry felt some sort of berat hati to leave that place??

That's me right now..

If you ask me, KPTM Kuantan is not the best place I ever been to.. Memang kalau time cuti, rasa berat hati je nak balik.. and sorry to say, terkadang rasa boring duduk kuantan.. whenever I heard my semester break were shortened because of whatever reasons you gave me, I just got reaalllllllyyyyy upset.. I can't be understanding under that situation.. NO..!! I wanna go home, meet, my pillow, my bear, my comforter, my wifi and OF COURSE LAA FAMILY..

As much as I don't like KPTM, I have to admit, I feel kindda sad sometimes whenever the thought of me about to leave KPTM realllll sooonn..!!!

I believe there's a reason why Allah sent me here.. Everything happens for a reason.. Memang lah tak suka KPTM, tapi 3 TAHUN kot duduk sini.. tipu la takdok satu pun kenangan manis.. Kalau ada orang yang rasa pengalaman buruk je sepanjann 3 tahun tu, I don't know what to say laa..

Let put it this way, If I went to to UIA like I planned instead of KPTM, I might to be meeting the person who I'm supposed to meet, feel what I'm supposed to feel and learn what I'm supposed to learn..

Everything happens for a reasons

And I have to admit, typing this entry almost bring tears to my eyes..

Dekat sini la aku jumpa mia (next entry is about her), dekat sini la aku kenal banyak kerenah orang.. Actually, I'm not the type yg cepat perasan something pasal orang.. Thank God I have mia and tasha yang alert.. Haha..

I look at my life as a phase.. zaman sekolah rendah tamat and zaman sekolah menengah start.. bila tamat, kolej pulak start.. dividing my life into phases make me feel the time flies real fast.. it feels just like yesterday aku duk enjoy duduk sekolah rendah and now, I'm about to finish college (this is my last semester at kptm, ada 1 lagi semester for internship) and about to finish my study for good in a few years time.. 

Sama gak kalau kahwin.. everytime I heard my ex schoolmates kahwin, rasa macam tak percaya.. tak percaya yang someone yang dulu aku tengok macam budak budak sekarang dah nak kahwin.. and I feel kindda old.. hahha.. ye la, you must be mature enough to marry someone right??

Enough about marriage.. Honestly, I'm afraid of the thought of having to leave kptm soon.. I'm afraid of what lies in my future.. I'm afraid of the unknown.. And at the same time, I'm afraid that Mia might forget me.. See, there's so much fear in me..

hope for my last semester??

dapat Dean's List again.. actually, I'm not sure whether I can achieve that goal for this semester.. haha.. but, at least I have to try.. and I hope my friends mia, tasha also can get Dean's List as well..
aminn..

annyeonghikgaseyeo

with love,
Sarah

What Do You See in Me?

I know, in life, you must be like a ball.. When you hit the ground, you have to bounce back even higher.. But, THIS BALL is out of air right now..

To Heal A Broken Heart

You might find this post annoying but let's face ok.. Biarla orang nak cakap ape.. I just think that all teenagers should read and know this..


Ok, so here's something that you should know when you're heartbroken:

There's NO right way to heal your heart. It just did. Jika datang tanpa diundang, pergi pun tak perlu diusir..

Kadang2 kita rasa kita dah buat semua benda utk move on.. Delete gambar, delete number, block social network.. Semua dah.. But memories?? Feelings?? You have to bring yourself back to reality that you can't fix a broken heart that way..

Kita boleh nak elakkan dari buat or pergi tempat yang reminds us of that person, but let's admit it, tak pergi, tak buat ape ape pun still teringat..

Dah kalau hati dah suka, jahat mana pun orang tu, susah macam mana pun keadaan, memang kita nampak dia je.. Cinta tu buta.. Hahaha..

I know it hurts.. I've been there.. I'm still here actually.. I'm not going to share my story though.. It's kind of.. I don't know..

"Aku nak move on, tapi aku tak nak move on tapi aku tahu aku kena"

That phrase always haunting me.. Kadang2 rasa macam nak marah every single person yang sebut nama dia or cerita pasal dia.. But I know that it's not their fault that I have to go through this.. In my case, I'm responsible over what happened to me even though it's not my fault.. So memang banyak la penyesalan berlaku.. Kenapa la buat macam tu.. Kenapa la buat macam nie..


Dekat kptm nie, aku ada mia je tempat aku kongsi suka duka.. But I already reached a stage where aku dah penat sampai aku kadang2 terdiam.. Sebab apa lagi yg mia tak tahu pasal aku sedih?? Part sedih mana lagi yang aku tak cerita?? Tapi klau sedih tak terhingga tu, aku ulang balik je citer.. ahhah..

Tak salah nak bersedih.. In fact, mana ada orang tak sedih bila heart broken.. Seriously x sedih?? Tapi berpada pada la..

Like me, aku sedih tu sedih jugak lagi sedih bila aku sedar yang hidup "that someone" tu normal tak effect ape pun..
Tapi ada time aku try tak layan.. Fake my laugh or smile kadang2..

So, it's not wrong to be sad.. Just don't go overboard.. Cry when you feel like crying but remember to wipe away your tears, try to laugh and smile even though you know you're faking it sometimes.. And try to socialize with your friend like usual.. Just try to act normal..

And remember, what might be working for someone else might to be working for you.. Tak salah nak google or cari nasihat kawan nak tahu cara nak heal your heart.. Tapi tak yah la caya sangat..

Just try to act normal je sebenar point of the story.. Sebab heartbroken nie memang susah nak cari cure..

Nanite,
With love,
Sarah

Menerima Kau Pergi

Ku punya rasa tak terungkapkan
Hanya dalam memori hati dan benak ku simpan
Berat menerima kau pergi
Tanpa alasan juga kau buat aku.. Bertanya...

Beribu senandung yang ku nyanyikan
Pelipur lara basuhkan dahaganya sukaku
Kata termanis hanya untuk dia kekasih sepanjang hidup
Ku masih merindukannya.. Haa aa...

Apakah ku amat berarti di mata engkau
Telah ku ukir wajahmu lama dalam hati aku
Namun kau hilang dan takkan kembali juga
Ku merasa sepi, ku sendiri...

Beribu senandung yang ku nyanyikan
Pelipur lara basuhkan dahaga sukaku
Kata termanis hanya untuk kekasihku
Ku masih merindukannya.. Haa aa...

Apakah ku amat berarti di mata engkau
Telah ku ukir wajahmu lama dalam hati aku
Namun kau hilang dan takkan kembali juga
Ku merasa sepi, ku sendiri...

Namun kau hilang dan takkan kembali juga
Ku merasa sepi, ku sendiri...

Without Words

Cukuplah engkau sebagai kesilapan yang tak akan berulang kembali.....

the artistic me

As salam..

Hi guys.. Long time no see.. I don't miss you if you ask me.. Hahaha..

Ok.. Actually, I have a best friend that i love the most..!!! Her name is Sumiyah Amran.. Masa birthday diaa hari tu, me the annoying, insecure, paranoid friend and noor, my other friend decided to celebrate her birthday, 06/03/15 which is masa mid sem break, which is the time for me to play market city ( i don't remember the name) on facebook and sleep at 2-3 am.. Hahahha..

So kitorg decide nak sambut lps mid sem break.. TAPI......

What we didn't realise and what the lectures know is we were going to be soooooo busy after the break.. Like, really really busy.. So i and noor pun cancel our plan our celebration just about giving free hugs and suprise present.. Haha..

Disebabkan itulah me being an annoying friend dh rancang nak sambut her belated birthday soon.. Nak dijadikan citer, nie la sem last kitorg together sbb sem 5 nanti praktikal.. I pun gediks la nak sediakan hadiah ala d i.y. konon nak bagi bermakna sikit ( she never read my blog, don't worry).. Hahha..

So, i bought that water color.. Actually i nak beli cat spray.. Dengan yakinnye aku cakap dkt ayah boleh guna cat spray.. Tapi sebelum i bayar, i tanya la pekerja dlu jenis mana yg sesuai, cat spray or water color and i explained a little bit benda ape i nak buat dengan color tu (xleh ckp benda ape, in case mia read my blog) 

And she suggested me to use water color.. So i beli larrr...

Balik rumah..

Me being the most excited person in the world pergi la àmbik kain baju yg dh tak pakai untuk diwarnakan as a sample since i x beli lagi kain.. Tbh, i'm not very happy with the outcome.. Then, my sister said,

"Qah ada water color"

"Serious?? Bazirnye beli"

"Eh, qah rasa qah ada brush je kot"

"Kalau brush saja takpela"

And gigihkan lagi usaha mewarna.. Then my sister got up and went to her cupboard and tetiba bagi cat spray dkt i

I was like, WHATTT?? BAZIRNYA AKU BELI..!!!

Then, aku pun terus rembat la color spray tu and keluar rmh and spraykan cat spray tu atas sample kain..

"What??? Lawo la warna nie..!! I want it..!!"

Next time, NO MORE WATER COLOR..

Sorry for the long entry..

Gunite, with love, sarah..

Permainan Lapar: Burung Mockingjay Bahagian 2

Mockingjay Part 2 Trailer is out...

I repeat,

MOCKING JAY PART 2 IS OUT..!!!

oh, sorry.. I thought you didn't hear me.. Haha.. I'm a fan of The Hunger Games.. *Hi Katniss*.. Actually, I already read the book.. But, don't worry.. I'm not gonna spill the beans here.. Haha.. What I can say is THE MOVIE IS TOTALLY WORTH IT..!!!

That's all..

Habbatus Sauda' : A Review

As Salam  Everyone..!!!

Arrrrrgggghhh, lega at last, semester 4 is finally overrrrrrrrr...!!!! If you expect me to make a special  entry about semester 4, then don't.. aku malas..  sebulan je cuti memang rugi ah if i tak spend betul2.. so, let me rest.. haha..

ok, enough with the heavy..

masa cuti study week haritu, I found a really cool product.. 

Don't get me wrong ok.. yang tu bukannya product yang sarah beli.. that is actually Habbatus Sauda' seeds which is the ingredient of the product.. banyak kebaikkan Habbatus Sauda' nie.. kalau tak percaya, korang boleh search sendiri dekat internet.. setahu aku, shaklee and shampoo Safi pun guna Habbatus Sauda'

"Di dalam Habbatus Sauda' terdapat penyembuh bagi segala penyakit kecuali mati"  -  Riwayat Imam al Bukhari

 Being curious as usual, aku pun ape lagi.. GOOGLE LAHHH.. haha.. and as usual, memang aku tertarik and beli product yang berasaskan Habbatus Sauda' time tu gak.. haha.. aku kann..

Price: RM37 including postage

Haa.. yang nie baru yang aku beli.. sebenarnye banyak je pun ubat or vitamins yang berasaskan Habbatus Sauda' tapi aku pilih yang nie sebab aku sengaja cari product yang berasaskan Habbatus Sauda' only.. the taste?? Let's not talk about it ok?? haha..

it'll make the excitement of waiting for the parcel to arrive go away.. haha...

tapi dh namanye ubat kan, hampir semua ubat rasa tak sedap.. Nak sihat kan?? So, tahan je la..

lepas consume minyak Habbatus Sauda', serious cakap bau dia macam melekat dekat dalam mulut lama.. So, I decided utk titikkan minyak tu dalam air

memang lah nampak macam semacam je air tu.. like I said, nak sihat kan?? tahan je laaaa...

aku rasa berbaloi je beli ubat nie.. ubat nie sebenarnye untuk kegunaan luaran and dalaman tau..  and bukannya sekali makan habis satu botol.. cuma titikkan few drops jer..

still, one thing that we should remember.. bukan ubat yang menyembuhkan.. ubat cuma ikhtiar je..

yang menyembuhkan tu ALLAH SWT.. 

Kun Fayakun

So, sambil makan ubat tu, berdoalah semoga disembuhkan/dijauhkan dari segala penyakit.. amiinn..

selamat mencuba..

annyeong higaseyeo

with love,

Sarah

Middle Life Crisis

As salam Diary,


Of course all of us can't live without your parents,

your friends,

or, your  enemies.. oh, come on, they made your life interesting, right?

you should give them an award..

but, have you  ever wonder whether you could live without hand phone????

haha.. I get you.. my boring life gets more & more boring after I lost my phone.. I'm lucky to have such and understanding mama who let me borrow her Note 4 ( I love you mama..!!!) so that I can open my Instagram account, chatting with my friends through Whatsapp.. looks like it's about time before the would be mine.. haha.. in my dream..

anyway, my phone chose a wrong time to vanish from this world.. few months back, while I was doing my assignment, something went wrong.. MY KEYPAD IS BROKEN..!!!!!!

I can't even write a sentence without having to hit the "backspace button"

for  example, I type I lost my phone and it will appear like this:

"I ELOST EMY EPNHONH E"

Only God know how annoying it is..

i can't afford to buy a new keypad as computers' accessories are super duper expensive..

Sorry  everyone for having to read the story of The Middle Life Crisis of Sarah by Sarah

What do you think about the story? should I create a novel?? haha.. kidding

hurrr..

first, my laptop

now, my phone..

i'm like, oh, what's next?

i'm not complaining.. it's just that I hope this kind of crisis will not happen to me

ok.. gotta go.. have to revise the notes.. if that's what you call revising..

Annyeong Higaseyeo

A day trip to.........

as salam people

I know, I know I should be stuDYING for my final exam but i'm too lazy  every second of  every day.. (takziah & al Fatihah to myself).

it's been a long time since i write something here coz:

a) No one miss me (pity me)

b) i'm too busy (lazy actually)

c) i have a boring life ( you yourself can tell by the things that i blogged about.. haha..)

But last 2 weekends, I went USS.. USS GUYS..!! I know some of you might say, " alah, aku dh pergi berjuta kali, xde pun nak bangga..". haha.

Well, for someone like me who come from a not - poor - but - rich - either - family, dapat prg sana pun kira bersyukur dh.

It was a fun but tiring trip. Sampai USS around 11am because we stuck at Singapore Immigration. (coz we used a group passport.. not that we bring illegal stuff. don't worry Singaporean)

One word to describe USS. AWESOME..!!

Transfomers is the best. at first bila masuk bhg depan tu, I didn't understand why the tour guide said that Transformers are the best.. I mean, there are only screens that showed the commander said something I can't understand.. you know the saying, SAVE THE BEST FOR THE LAST?"

Only when I reached the end of the room that I understand what the tour guide said. I don't know how awesome the transformers' show. You have to experience it by yourself.

Then, I went to meet Charlie Chaplin, Dom from Fast and Furious.. But, we did not watch the show as we didn't want to wait.. haha..

And the Jurassic Park boat ( tak tahu nama permainan tu apa.. fikirlah sendiri.. haha).. Well, for me, it's not that interesting.. something funny happened there.. you WILL get wet during the ride. and so my mum bought us 3 disposable raincoat.. after the ride, sarah nmpk tong sampah yg USS sediakan khas utk buang that thing and i just threw it away.

Then someone on my back told her daughter

"I don't want to throw it away. I wanna keep it as a souvenir."

I was like, WHAT????

Why you never think about that sarah????? WHY???? It cost your mum 4 SG Dollar(around RM8/9)

per raincoat.

But yeah, people moved on.. my mum bought me a new one.. yay..

ok,.  enough for now.. haha.. I know that some of might be feeling sleepy because of my boring writing.. I don't mind. this for the FUTURE SARAH to read in case she forget some of memories that she should remember.. 

ok.. I want to continue revising my notes (sleeping) now..

ANNYEONG HIGASEYEO

WAAAIIITT....!!!

NO PICTURES???

JUST A STORY???

YES, I LOST MY HAND PHONE AT USS..

THE  END.........

"Oops! ...I Did It Again"

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

I think I did it again

I made you believe we're more than just friends

Oh baby

It might seem like a crush

But it doesn't mean that I'm serious

'Cause to lose all my senses

That is just so typically me

Oh baby, baby

[Chorus]

Oops, I did it again

I played with your heart, got lost in the game

Oh baby, baby

Oops, you think I'm in love

That I'm sent from above

I'm not that innocent

You see my problem is this

I'm dreaming away

Wishing that heroes, they truly exist

I cry, watching the days

Can't you see I'm a fool in so many ways

But to lose all my senses

That is just so typically me

Oh baby, oh

[Chorus]

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

"All aboard"

"Britney, before you go, there's something I want you to have"

"Oh, it's beautiful, but wait a minute, isn't this?"

"Yeah, yes it is"

"But I thought the old lady dropped it into the ocean in the end"

"Well baby, I went down and got it for you"

"Aww, you shouldn't have"

Oops, I did it again to your heart

Got lost in this game, oh baby

Oops, you think that I'm sent from above

I'm not that innocent

[Chorus: x2]

Count Your Blessings

"Dia nie lawo la.. Insecure aku tgk"

"Dia punya tahap cerdik kan.. Perrggh.. Aku rse mcm aku manusia bodoh"

Semua orang mesti pernah fikir macam nie kan?? Or at least lebih kurang macam nie.. Tak kira la pasal kekayaan ke, kecantikkan ke, kecerdikkan ke or lain2 la..

Haha.. Tu bukan benda yang rare ok.. Tap jangan la sampai nampak yang kita nie tak bersyukur dengan nikmatNya.. Ingat.. Everyone is good at something.. Dia (org yg korg rasa serba serbi lebih dri korg tu la) pun bukan sempurna.. Ada yang dia ada yang korg takde and ada yang dia takde yang korg ada.. Cuma orang tu try brbahagia and bersyukur dengan apa yang dia ada and yang dia takde.. So apa kata korg pun buat mcm tu..

Hah.. Kan senang hidup.. Takde nak dengki2..

Sarah pun sekali sekala ada gak datang perasaan tu.. Setiap kali trfikir macam tu, sarah selalu fikir, "takpelah.. At least pelajaran aku ok.. Aku takde yang orang tu ada pun, aku still ada pelajaran aku".

Tu la cara sarah sedapkan hati sendiri.. That's why I said countHigaseyeossings.. But remember, jangan pulak nampak riak ok.. Riak pun tak baik gak ok.. :) 

Annyeong Higaseyeo

With Love,

Sarah

My Space

As salam dear diary

   I use the word diary because blog is suppose to be our diary.. just like when you write in a book and seal it or hide it in the toilet (errr..) or under the sofa.. except that blog is is an open diary where everyone from around the world can read it..

   sebenarnya, like other bloggers, I already planned what to write beforehand.. and I'm the type who loves to write something out of everything.. even the worthless thing.. For example:

"last night I went to Mydin Mall to buy groceries and i ended up buying things that I don't want. ok, bye.."

Haha.. bosan kan hidup aku.. well, life is boring sometimes, but at least, this life is mine right.. bosan tu benda biasa.. hidup nie biasa lah kan.. kadang bosan, kadang gembira, kadang sedih.. semuanya datang silih berganti.. Cuma kita je kena sabar.. 

   Cuma sebagai muslim, kita kena ingat.. sedih itu ujian.. bahagia itu pun ujian.. So, dalam apa jua keadaan sekali pun, JANGAN LUPA ALLAH.. tolong jangan jadi manusia yang hanya ingat Allah hanya time susah.. Sarah just pesan dekat all readers juga untuk diri sendiri.. Sebab kita tak sempurna.. ada salah dan silap.. Kata nak masuk syurga sekali.. so kena la berpesan -  pesan.. 

 ok.. sebenarnye aku nak tulis benda lain.. tapi alang-alang dah terbabas cakap pasal lain, so teruskan je la..

  lain kali je la sarah tulis apa yang sarah nak tulis malam nie..

  

                            Annyeong Higaseyeo

WITH LOVE,

Sarah

TH1RTEEN R3ASONS WHY : A REVIEW

" A LOT OF YOU CARED, JUST NOT ENOUGH. AND THAT.. THAT IS WHAT I NEEDED TO FIND OUT. AND I DID FIND OUT. AND I'M SORRY" - HANNAH BAKER

As salam dear readers..

today sarah nak share my opinions about the novel, Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher.. I bought this novel when I was in high school.

This story is about Hannah Baker who committed suicide and before she killed herself, she recorded a bunch of tapes telling people the reasons why she killed herself..

At first, bila sarah tahu the first reason why dia bunuh diri, i was like "like seriously, sebab tu je dia bunuh diri?? biar betul"  But, still, I continued reading the novel.. after dah banyak muka surat sarah baca, I slowly understand why she did that.. I started to understand her life, her emotions..

Yes, first few reasons why she killed herself might be unreasonable for us.. But, something must start somewhere.. it's like all her reasons connected somehow and it started with that unreasonable reason.. BULLY.. that's what her problem is..

Don't judge the main character, she did tried to get help..But, they failed to save her..

Guys, please stop bullying someone.. just like the supporting characters in the novel, mungkin kita tak pandang perbuatan kita as an act of bullying.. tapi mungkin orang lain fikir sebaliknya.. it's amazing how our little words/acts don't mean anything to us, but it means the world to someone else..

Alhamdulillah sarah belum pernah buat something or kata something yang sebabkan orang lain bunuh diri like Hannah Baker.. But I know mesti ada orang yang pernah berasa hati dengan sarah.. sama ada sengaja or tak, still, I really am sorry for that..

Back to the novel, I recommend all of you, especially teenagers to read this novel. Unlike some novels, this novel contain a very big lesson for us to learn.Read the novel and try to imagine what it feels like to be in Hannah Baker's shoes.. and try to imagine what it feels like to be bullied..I give this novel 5 stars.. In  fact this novel is one of the best novel that I ever read thus far..

Annyeong Higaseyeo

With Love,
SARAH

I Love You

I love you

everything happens for a reason

As salam to all Muslims.

Today I wanna share my experience as a student in kptm 

Actually I'm not planning on going to kptm.. I got an offer from UIA..after many tears, I'm landes in kptm.. People said "mula-mula mmg la mcm tu lama- lama OK la" like when I'm about to enter PLKN..

Guess what?? it didn't work out like what others said.. Even when I'm in 3rd semester, Sarah still homesick (ddk PLKN tak pulak)

Mmg sarah tak suka ddk kptm.. Kawan- kawan Sarah pun tak suka..

TAPI

Bak kata orang lah man, everything happens for a reason.. Boleh dikatakan even Sarah baru sem 3 (nak dftr masuk seem 4 in a few weeks), dh byk benda yg Sarah alami.. 

Banyaknya sampaikan ada yg Sarah tak pernah alami seumur hidup Sarah.. Sakitnya hanya ALLAH je tahu.. Kadang - kadang Sarah tertanya knpa my bro and my sis hidup tenang je dkt uni.. But me?? Setiap sem ada je benda jadi.. Sampaikan prnh cakap dkt my dad nak pindah.. And ayah said:

Kalau pindah pun, APA jaminan you yang you takkan hadapi benda yg sama??

Lepas ayah cakap mcm tu aku pun redha je..ayah yg bayar yuran kan.. Hehe..

Even sekarang nie pun Sarah still tak suka ddk sana.. Tak sabar nak hbs diploma.. One year to go...💕💕💕

Tapi kadang- kadang Sarah fikir, mungkin inilah hikmah Sarah ddk sinie.. Mungkin klau Sarah masuk UIA, Sarah takkan jumpa orang by Sarah sepatutnya jumpa and surely takkan rasa apa yg Sarah pernah rasa.. Klau ada pengalaman buruk, mesti Ada gak yg Manis.. Kalau tak manis pun, at least tak termasuk dlm  pengalam buruk kan.. Pengalaman baik buruk pun still pengalaman and pengajaran buat kita and org sekeliling..

OK bye.. As salaam

Annyeong higaseyeo

My Instashop

          It's been a while (4 years to be exact) since i posted something on my blog.. haha.. tak bau busuk kan blog nie?? Well, I'm a lazy blogger.. haha..

Today, Sarah nak cakap about my online shop..

tak pernah terbayang nak ad online shop sendiri.. Nampak senang je BUT SUSAH GILER..!! It really need a lot of hard work.. bukan setakat cari supplier, post gambar and the submit order je.. it takes more than that.. dengan nak cari supplier, nak promote lagi.. Sarah menghadap laptop nie mmg tersangat lama sebab nak cari supplier yang berkenan dihati.. nak promote ingat senang ke?? memang tak arr.. tapi ingat: TAK SEMUA ORANG BILA MULA TERUS BERJAYA.. ADA YANG AMBIL MASA.. so, jangn putus asa.. sarah pun bukannye start online shop terus dpt customers banyak gedabak.. even sekarang nie pun sarah still berusaha nak tarik pelanggan..

tapi, bila start onlineshop nie la sarah start jumpa banyak orang dengan banyak ragam..  kadang - kadang pening gak dengan dorang nie.. tapi setakat nie alhamdulillah boleh sabar and takde lagi setakat nie customer yg terlalu banyak ragam sampai tak terlayan..

I have 2 tips for those who want to start an online shop

1) jual barang yang awak rasa menarik - My opinion lah kan, mcm mana kita nak tarik orang untuk beli barang kita kalau kita sendiri tak rasa tertarik nak beli barang tu??

2) Jiwa kental - Like I said before, you have to face many challenges.. so mcm mana nak mula online shop kalau tak kental.. even nak buat apa-apa pun jiwa kena kental..

OK, that's all for now.. <3

WITH LOVE,

SARAH