This time,
No, nothing happen
Well, technically..
I know i'm not suppose to blog about it since this is what I chose.. Maybe it's because it's my last day at KPTM.. Internship is finally over and I had to come here for my last presentation for Diploma.. Well, this blog is not about it.. But I'll blog about it when the time comes..
Actually, I'm just afraid to come here because sepanjang internship nie, sepanjang duduk terengganu, I'm okay.. So, bila datang sini, I'm afraid that all those feelings that I managed to throw it far far far away would find its way back to me.. What if I'm not okay?? What if it's just a lie that I've been telling myself?? I just don't know.. I really hope that it's not just a lie because it feels like a real thing for me..
It's hard to be who I am right now, and I don't want to go back to the person I used to be. That's all..
But thanks to internship.. I get to meet people who had way more life experiences than me had taught me that, kalau kita rasa kita sakit, ada lagi yang lebih teruk dari kita.. Diorang dah banyak hadapi dugaan hidup, tapi still ok.. So that means, I'll be okay..
Annyeonhikaseyeo !!
