Tuesday, 1 September 2015

The Bestfriend of Mine




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....ssoo.. I told you right that the next (I mean this entry) would be about mia.. Meet my beautiful inside out bestfriend mia lawo angat angat.. Hahah.. Tu nickname I gave her.. Her real name is Sumiyah Binti Amran.. Orang utagha.. First time ada kawan orang kedah.. She's single but not available, so jangan nak try ngorat ok
. hahaha...

Begini ceritanya..

Before I registered at kptm kuantan, I told my father on our way to kuantan that I'm tired.. Kita masuk tadika & cari kawan.. Bila masuk sekolah rendah kene cari kawan lain.. Bila masuk sekolah menengah kena cari kawan lain.. Bila masuk college/unversity kena cari lagi.. Bila masuk kerja KENA CARI LAGI..!!! Seriously, I'm tired of this cycle.. So bila aku masuk kptm, mmg aku xharap sangat la ada kawan..

Then, bila masuk kelas, mmg aku duduk sorang la kan.. Tetiba ada someone ajak aku duduk tepi dia.. Mula2 taknak tau, tapi last2 duduk gak la.. Who knows 3 tahun aku duduk dengan dia?????!!!!!!! Actually, gang kitorang ramai dulu, but for some reasons, hanya dia yang aku ada.. But, that's okay.. As long as dia xlupa aku, buat ape aku nak ingat orang lain yang lupa aku kan.. Hahahah...

Our first picture together2



Mia nie, kalau tengok saya tido mesti dia gerak bangun kalau xsolat lagi.. Jarang la ada jumpa kawan mcm nie.. Biasanye kalau solat ke x, xberani nak tegur..

Pastu kalau dia xpuas hati ngan sesorng tu, dia akan luahkan je bila dia dah xtahan.. Biasanya kawan akan tahan je..


tau la kan perangai aku, jenis insecure tahap migrain kan.. Aku selalu ingat dia dh xsuka aku, xkisah kalau aku ada ke tak.. And aku takut sangat kalau aku dh tak kawan ngan dia nanti..

The time when you always usik2 saya dlm bilik, the time when you always there during my down time, I'll always remember that, in shaa allah..

I still remember how happy you are when I gave you that hello kitty cake.. Even though song lyrics print tu trslah lyrics, you accpeted it just the way it is..






Masa sem 1, saya prnh cakap dkt semua sy tringin nak rasa kene baling tepung masa birthday sebab saya tak pernah rasa masa sekolah dulu.. And you crossed that from my wishlist.. I'll always remember that because  you are the first and last person to do that..


First time kena tepung..!!!!


Miaa.. If you ever read this, I just wanna say thank you for being my friend.. Susah nak cari kawan yang dh tau kekurangan kita but still stay with us.. Thank you for ajak saya duduk ngan awk haritu.. If tak, saya takkan kenal awk.. Saya xkan jumpa kawan se awesome awk tau.. !!

Dalam banyak2 kawan saya, awak the first person yang saya kenal yang suka fashion, suka ambik gambar and addicted dengan blog, instagram.. And minat sangat2 dengan english.. Hahah.. Memang kalau dengar lagu thinking out loud dengan night changes memang trbayang muka awk je..

Bila saya ajak awk datang duduk ngan saya kalau awk datang KL masa intern nanti, memang saya harap sangat.. Bila saya cakap sy dh tak rasa nak ada kawan, cukup you and saidatul (my other bestfriend) I'm being sincere..

I hope that you will always be happy.. I hope that you will never experience sadness.. But, you know how life works right?? No rainbow without rain.. But, i just hope when you experience rain in your life, remember that you're not alone.. YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE, OK???

Many people come and go and never turn back, but I hope that's not going to happen between us.. There's a sayings:

Kalau kawan over exposed their love towards their friends, that means kawan tu fake

Something like that la.. But, what if that friend memang jenis expressive?? Are they being insincere??

Because I know I'm a little bit expressive.. Hahahahaahha..

Saya tak mintak apa pun from you.. Cukup sekadar awk selalu ingat saya, ok????!!! Hahah..

But, above all, I thank Allah for letting you meet me.. If not, I might not be survive this whole journey full of ups and downs.. But, because of you, I'm here.. Everything happens for a reason.. Allah sent you into my life for a reason..


Annyoenghikaseyeo

With love,
Sarah